i thought there was a point in my life when i was good w/ guys. i thought i used to be the girl guys wanted, but thinkin back today, i think i was fooling myself with that too. boy still isn't talking to me and a different boy erased all of my pic comments, pretty sure cuz he has a gf now. good for him i guess, but its sad that we're gonna end up not talking probably. i know i shouldn't let this stuff get to me and all that, but i can't help it. i want to run or pull my hair or something i really want to text boy and say can we just like start over, but it's only been 2.5 hours since i texted last. i'm trying to resist texting but it's difficult. especially when i want things to be ok. idk maybe i'm doomed even if i am a great person whatever.....nobody should really care