Update

I have a bad habit of posting on here and forgetting to or not updating on here. Here is my update. I've had a great boyfriend now for 5.5 months. He treats me well and if he doesn't, I tell him. I've gotten a lot better with my man issues so that's really good. We're saying I love you to each other, it feels weird sometimes, but I've always been weird about emotion stuff. My lease is up at the end of April. At that time, my roommate will probably move in with her boyfriend and I will find a one bedroom apartment with a washer and dryer preferably. Hopefully, I will find what I want. I still work for the same company, I've been there for about a year and a half. It has it's ups and downs, but it's not too bad overall. I still have amazing friends and family. I think that's all for now. loves. sarah

new poem

I know that times are hard and you're in a lot of pain
I know you don't have anyone to hold you as you cry
But wait another day
The sun will appear again
I know you want to turn around and recapture the good you once had
Look ahead, find a better way