New Poem

I need somebody who has time for me
That isn't too busy to say hi
I need somebody who is there for me
In good and in bad
I need somebody who understands me
And lets me be who I am

I want somebody who loves me
And will always be in love with me
I want somebody I can care about
And show my appreciation
I want somebody to treat me right
And give me what I deserve

I need somebody that wants to be near me
And around me
I need somebody who stand beside me
But doesn't need to always protect me
I need somebody that appreciates me
That I can show how good i am

I want somebody that can laugh with me
Occassionally at me
I want somebody to hold me
When I'm falling down
I want somebody I can love
Somebody that never goes away

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so lately ive been doing a lot thinking and going back and forth abut what i want. new people are coming back into my life making think hmmm maybe this can be rekindled. then there was that one i keep coming back to but i also think if he can't commit or do something evne though were far away whos to say he would do anything when i got there and if he's too busy now how can he make time ifi wer there. i doubt i'll mve on form that fora bit cuz he seems like a good catch for me. he lets me text vtoo much and still talk to me and lets me be crazy and see things that i probably shouldnt cuz theyre too much like a gf. i can see myself w/ a family but at tha saem time i don't know if i know what love is. dmy roommate and i joke that we need strong men. maybe ewe do. but then gain maybe no ones strong enough for me. idk if i want long teerm. i aslo lost my sex drive for most men. idk i want it all and idwant nothing and i complaion about it and think about it too much and i have no life. i am tryng to get another job htough. wanting to hear back from salon to do an interview i guess. supposed to hear in a day or two. idk idk idk idk lalallalalal ognna get another roommate end of october il lve my friends cna't wdait until saturdsay should be a lot of fun. sorry for thse speellling didnt feel like fixing it. yesi k now i will eventually getit figured out and others are gong trhought it i just feel like i've over atlked it.