Feelings

So I started to get to know new boy. He is in town this weekend and I went text crazy cuz I was excited to see him. i haven't heard from him in five hours. I realize that he at a Jazz game and with family so I don't expect a response from him til tomorrow. However, I still really want to know that he's forgiven me for all the texts. I'm pretty sure he'll say it's fine, but I want him to tell me so. I kinda feel like I'm moving on, but part of that is because normally guys move on after getting a few too many texts so I'm already going to that habitual role. It's hard for me to break habits if I can even do that. I know I'm over reacting and all that stuff. It's just frustrating. On top of that, I don't have much gas or money until pay day. Some of it is because I spent a lot...but it's also because I've helped out some friends. I really don't mind, but I'm low on gas and parents have to send money. I don't get paid til Friday and I was looking forward to possibly driving home to Sunday to see boy. With the above mentioned stuff, I'm not sure if he'll even want to see me. (Paranoia rocks). Plus, I'm not sure if I'll have enough gas/money to go. I really want to if he does. Another thing, roommate driving me nuts again. Can't wait til move out day is over!