Bring Me Down

i'm not sure what i'm going to say on here. i just feel like my writing has been neglected. that's sad cuz i've been writing for so long. i've done a lot of thinking lately. i filled out my fafsa today. i'm thinking of a major in some sort of nursing or psychology. we'll see what kind of aid i receive. my roommate have been talking about doing a road trip or a fly trip sometime off and on. i think we're leaning towards california. she doesn't want to live in idaho and i'm thinking it would be cool to join her. i'm at a pretty good place. i want a new job, but mine is ok until i find one. i don't know what job so don't ask. i have a better idea of why guys leave me now. im trying to be more chill but i'm not sure how well that's going. for now i guess that's all i have. love ya